Well, as you may have noticed, I haven't done much writing this week. However, Joanna and I have done plenty of reminiscing as this week marks the one year point of when things really got intense.
It was a year ago Wednesday that I had my last meal by mouth. It was an Ensure/ice cream shake (strawberry) that a kind nurse at OHSU made me. I remember it well. The next day, Joanna got the call at about 9:30 in the morning that she should come immediately. I was failing rapidly. Family and friends gathered, but I knew none of this as I was incoherent for 5 days or so. My birthday came and went without my knowing it--which leads to one of those great philosophical questions of life like "if a man says something but there is no woman present to hear it, is he still wrong?" My question is, "If a person has a birthday but isn't awake for it, does he still have to count it?"
And so, this week passed with lots of story-telling and some clear reminders that God has led us a long way these last 12 months. I'm glad that I don't have to relive them, but I'm a better man for them.
Meanwhile, life rolls along here. I'm very encouraged on two fronts. First, my new physical therapy has been fabulous. Mike has me in a pool twice a week--not to swim but to walk and, yes, even run a little. The pool has a treadmill in it. He has me going frontwards, sideways and backwards. It's a great workout and I feel myself getting stronger. The longest I've run is 45 seconds, but it's a start.
The second area of encouragement is in driving. You'll remember that a few months ago I took a tour of the LDS Church parking lot that was….well, we'll just call it an adventure. With my increased strength I figured it was time to try it again. This time the results were completely different. I could handle the brake and steering wheel with limited effort. But, just to make certain individuals a little more confident in my abilities, I took a reaction test from an occupational therapist. It is an hour long test designed for people who have had to give up driving for a while but want to determine if they are road ready again. After passing the test, the therapist said, "Congratulations" and I've been driving Joanna ever since. "Driving her crazy?" you ask. Well, that's possible, but she actually looks pretty relaxed and at home over there in that passenger seat.
Sadly, I'm not able to report such good news with my general health and ability to swallow. No progress to report in these areas. Thank you for your ongoing prayers for healing and for God's grace in the meantime.
With Thanksgiving coming and some family time planned, I'm going to take a two week break from writing this blog. I'll catch back up with ya in early December. However, beginning the day after Thanksgiving, you can log onto the Salem Alliance site and read a daily Advent devotional written by the wonderful people who read this blog. We received a wide variety of submissions and are excited to be able to post many of them. So, while I "sign off" for a bit, you can "sign on" with your blog community friends.
Your love and support has meant so much to us this year. We are grateful for you all.
John (for Jo, too)
PS On Thanksgiving Day, the Statesman Journal (Salem's newspaper) is doing a story on us. I have no idea how it will turn out, but the reporter and photographers sure were nice. I just hope they don't use those photos of me in the pool. Somehow I'm not excited to see my shirtless, muscle-less, tube-hanging frame in print for all to see. Vain, I know. Talk to ya in a couple weeks.



I had been checking to see if you had posted any new blog entries a couple time each day since Wednesday, and was beginning to be concerned when nothing new showed up. I was so happy to see your latest post up tonight and am tickled to be the first one to comment.
Wonderful news that you are progressing so well with your new therapies and even more exciting that you are driving again. Way to go Pastor John! And thank you God for this answer to prayer.
We'll all keep praying that you regain the ability to swallow.
Anticipating and trusting God for your continued recovery,
Cindy
Who would have thought that it possible to walk/run on a treadmill in a pool pf water? It is so exciting to know that you can drive again, too!
Only God knows how many more miles are needed to complete your journey, Pastor John. Every moment happens in God's time. As your journey continues we know you are in good hands because God is good!
You are so loved, Marilyn P.
Another beautiful day in paradise! Funny, but I actually kind of like this weather. Today, I will spend most of my day learning how to become a better basketball referee (ha, isn't that a novel idea)!
I am not the most patient person in the world. Day to day I think, wow, not much has changed, I haven't grown much, this hasn't happened or that hasn't happened yet. But when I look back over the past year, wow, it is much more exciting and visible to see just exactly what God is doing. Especially in you! I have had the head knowledge of what God can do, but I will be honest, I have struggled sometimes with the faith knowledge.
Seeing what God has done in and through you and Joanna this past year, it truly is a miracle. I know He is not done too. My faith and hope are strong that He will bring full healing to you!
I look forward to seeing the article and even the photos, and be careful out on the roads, there are other drivers like me out there to make it difficult. I love you brother and will miss your blogs over the next couple of weeks. May your Thanksgiving time be enjoyable with family and bring you renewed strength and encouragement.
Randall
Driving again is a huge milestone but it only shows what God is up to in giving you strength again. Oh my prayers continue for your ability to swallow which infants do kind of by magic when they enter the world. May God bless you and your family during this new era of your life. We as a church family have ever so much for which to be grateful. And I trust we will be profuse in our thanks for His good gifts -- you being just one of them.
Have a great BIRTHDAY .and hello to Joanna.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you,
Georgette Mallory
Ginny
My wife Joy wrote a book on her struggles to maintain her faith for healing in a church that taught that somehow her sickness must be God's will for her life (see homepage). This week I discovered Andrew Wommack had the same revelations on healing. His article is called "Killing Sacred Cows". http://www.awmi.net/extra/article/sacred_cows
These resources are a must read for anyone seeking healing.
Wommack says, "Wrong teaching--specifically religious doctrines--makes God's Word of no effect." Mark 7:13
"The slickest deception Satan has ever put across, primarily through the church, is to get people to embrace his work (Satan's) as the work of God."
"Religion has played into the victim mentality because it's the easiest way to explain away failure....so they fall into the sacred cow belief that God is allowing this for a reason."
Is God really in this?
Is God responsible for this?
Do we accuse God and say, "Why did you do this or why did you allow this to happen?"
I could understand how believing this would encourage someone to throw a Bible in anger or sulk in self-pity.
Perhaps Satan did this and we allowed it to happen. Perhaps we need to repent of falsely accusing God. Perhaps we need to repent to God for falsely accusing him and attacking his character. Only then can we come to God and find out he has already defeated Satan and given us the tools to defeat him as well. -lc
On a lighter note I attended SAC many times as a child. My great-aunt Verna Sturdivant was Bubna's longtime secretary. Her brother Clive and Virgina Tittle also a longtime member was my grandfather. It was because of Bubna that my father was a longtime pastor and district superintendent in the CM&A. I then attended Crown College (SPBC) when you and Joanna did.
Also, Pastor Jim married my cousin Shelly.
John keep in the Spirit over Thanksgiving. I'll be praying for you. -lc
We check in with you frequently, but have never commented. But two things stood out - "I'm a better man for them" and "I've run 45 seconds, but it's a start". Thank you for reminding me how important small beginnings are, and also that God uses everything in our lives to shape us into who He wants us to be. Joni Earickson Tada - "the devil schemes; God redeems".
A fun memory for us with you - hiking Mt Higgins together.
I work with Mops and have used your brother's poem on the perfect tree and also your meditation by a small brook...so much meaning in both.
May God continue His healing process in your life. May you feel God's love passionately as those around you have opportunity to meet your needs. May your prayer life abound. May God give you insights and revelations beyond what the rest of us could ever experience.
Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family from the Thompsons!
As I read this update, I can't help but think that the boys must have been pretty happy to see you, not just because they hadn't in a while, but because you are doing better than when they last saw you. I absolutely LOVE that you are running! Can't even express how much. This has been my prayer... wow, I don't even know how many thousand there have been this past year.
I find it a bit ironic that I read this update this week. I knew that you sorta were running, but that you are up to 45 seconds and climbing, wow, so happy! The irony is that I found out that the Stumbo's Prayer Warriors are back in Hood to Coast, we made the lottery! I still pray about that.
Another irony, to me is the fact that, this week I have officially become "injured". Dumb da dumb dumb! While in New York, I walked about 100 blocks in "not running shoes" and have had consistent heel pain ever since. It is now almost official that I have screwed up my plantar fascia. In runner terms, the dreaded Plantar Fasciitis. Ugh! Bottom line, I'll figure this out, or I will take some time off after 25 years of running. I think that I will whine and be sad, but maybe God is trying to tell me something. I'm listening... I'm also limping and thinking about my good friend John who hasn't had a nice run for over a year. Stop your sniveling Dudley!
Love you John and Joanna, have a great Thanksgiving with the fam!
Dudster
Grace
I hope that you find many things to be thankful for and can praise God in this storm. I'm still praying for your swallow to return. Perhaps next thanksgiving you'll be choking down an overcooked turkey and dry stuffing (don't tell my mom I wrote that if you ever meet her). I'll try to remember to be thankful and enjoy it.
Many blessings to you and your family!
I have often thought about how it would be not to be able to swallow food. My father was in an industrial accident and was trapped inside his head, unable to communicate with the outside world except to answer yes or no questions. The last years of his life he was not able to swallow as well as many other problems. His faith in our Lord was not shaken, as it seems yours has not.
I continue to think of you when I pray.
John, just read the article. It took me a while, remember, I am a slow reader and sometimes hard to read with tears in your eyes. I am so glad the Statesman took the time to share your story, and you and Joanna did an amazing interview. Again, your honesty, your faithfulness, and your humor continue to show each and every time you share with us.
Thank you for my devotional this morning and may you and your family have a great time of fellowship today and for this weekend.
We love you so much!
Randall
http://www.statesmanjournal.com/article/20091126/COLUMN0807/911260332/Stricken-with-illness-pastor-is-in-it-for-the-long-run?GID=QNsxEPSj8l8LvNlomrRX/boaUfncZ/nMgdszzsNjRnA%3D
The Statesman article was fantastic, I thought. And I thought you looked quite "buff" running in the tub!
"Sadly, I'm not able to report such good news with my general health and ability to swallow. No progress to report in these areas. Thank you for your ongoing prayers for healing and for God's grace in the meantime."
We've got to keep on that, praying for both of those things (healing and grace)!
Jeff
God was glorified in a big way through your story yesterday. Beautifully done, all around.
I just did and got an "out of office" reply, stating that she'll be back after December 4, so you might want to wait until then.
Your blogs, John, and our current Bible studies are rich and I do feel I'm gaining more spiritual insight. I'm understanding better the role the Holy Spirit needs to play in my life. Please add your prayers to mine that His reality wil be more and more prominate for me.
And I do hope you are enjoying your "vacation" from your blog writing and having really good family time.
Much love to you all,
Vera
I hope you had a great Thanksgiving. I just wanted to tell you I will miss your Blog. I have just got finished making Copies of it for a friend of mine. We have been friends for thirty years. She has been in jail since August. I believe she has been wrongly acussed. She will have to wait for her trial until February now. The date keeps getting moved. Any way the reason I am telling you this is because I have been sending your Blog a little at a time to her. She found out that in January they can only receive post cards. She wrote me to say she was upset about me not being able to send your blog. So my plan is to send it all before January. They only let you send ten pages at a time. I have only so far, sent up to April. I wrote and told her I have a surprise for her. She is a Christain and your blog has made her feel better in a bad situation. Thank you from her and from me. PS She hopes to meet you someday.
Jan S
I am Mercedie L. and I have Dermatomyositis also. I'm only 16 and you have it worse then me. I was totaly out of school last year on november 17th. My mom had heard about your story and I thought it would be cool to talk to someone about a rare thing know one can really explain. Pleasse Email me at Cediebug72@gmail.com I'm actually quite intrested in this illness. Good luck!!!
Signed,
Mercedie Kae
Adair village Oregon
I will email you more information.
You are in my prayers.
Nora
This morning I woke up excited. Can't tell you how long it's been that I've felt this way--perhas decades! Yesterday I recieved several copies of that newspaper article and I plan to get them in the mail today. So what's so exciting about that?
Well, I feel your whole story is significant and probably a "sign of the times." At the very least I felt a promting to tell my family and friends who live out of this area about all that has happened here at SAC and how it has affected us--especially me. As you've said; "God is in this and He is good." That is our message too now. Christmas morning is coming! This is the big story.
And FYI it is now just past 7 a.m. and I've been up hours, long before my usual time to drag myself out of bed. As I said before: it's been years since i've felt this way. Gotta be the Spirit's promting! Cetainly unusual, to say the least!
Much love to you both,
Vera
Good to starting singing Chrismas songs again at church. Reminds me about when I came to Jesus after a visit with the pastor in the evening. They called me Nicodemus (Sp?) It was in the middle of the year and the only Christian songs I knew were Christmas carols. In those days, in the last century, we sang Christmas songs in school. Anyway, somehow I had to sing on the way home and so was singing about Christmas in July.
See, John. We need some of your fresh input to write about.
Love, Vera
What a wonderful surprise it was when my dad and step-mom delivered the Statesman Journal they had purchased for us on Thanksgiving morning. They have shared your journey for the past year, (they attend a Catholic church in Keizer) we often talked about what was happening with your illness and they also live across the street from Jerry and Carolyn Roth. Dad knew how excited we would be to read the article, it was so great! It was a perfect story of Thanksgiving and Praise. We were up at Northfork with all of our family, kids, grandkids, sister, dad, step-mom, nieces, nephews, great-nieces, & great-nephews. All in an A-Frame Cabin on the river. I sat reading in all the commotion and giving thanks to God for the progress you have made reflecting on the events of the last year. I felt tears well up in my eyes. I praise God for the healing you have experienced, and will continue to pray for further healing in your physical condition and swallowing.
I had a teaching moment from the Holy Spirit last week that really changed how I see things! I was communicating to a friend I Thes. 5:18 and talking about how joy gives us inner strength. When I was young, that verse was taught to me this way by my spiritual mother:"Everything that happens to you is God's will, so rejoice in it."
I've seen and experienced so much that I couldn't possibly attribute to God's will, that I'd been avoiding that passage. But seeing it in NLT showed me the truth. That verse is NOT about the sovereignty of God at all! It's about God's WILL for me. Going back to 5:16 - It is God's will for me that I be joyful, that I pray continually, and that I give thanks, no matter what happens, regardless of the source of the event. Sickness is not God's will. Persecution for our faith is not God's will. Those things originate in Satan. But God wants me to rejoice in my relationship with Him, even when facing bad things from the enemy.
That sure changed a lot for me! It was like a kaleidoscope stopped and settled into a picture. Yes! I can do that! It helped me see my way a bit more clearly.
Have a great day!
Sheri